Meds, Sleep, and Playing at Life

For the last 7-8 months I've been playing with various meds: anxiety meds, mood stabilizers, insomnia meds. For a while, everything seemed to be going great. I'm sleeping without trouble, my anxiety is less, my mood has stabilized, and my mania seems to be under control. But as of late, I feel so "under control"…Read more Meds, Sleep, and Playing at Life


The Love of a Strong Woman

I love sappy romantic comedies and dramas (hell, for a long time, they were the air I breathed), and I love sappy love songs, especially country love songs. However, a prevalent theme in these love stories is the waiting love: the girl or guy leaves, finds someone else, needs a break, or just plain does…Read more The Love of a Strong Woman

Wrecked (my testimony #3)

It's been a very long time since I've taken time to write here. It's been even longer since I've written anything really worth something, something from the heart. I've decided now was a good time to continue my story. I don't know why, unlike the last two ("1 year" and "No Longer Shamed but Forgiven")…Read more Wrecked (my testimony #3)

No Longer Shamed but Forgiven (my testimony #1)

After much thought and personal deliberation, I have decided that every now and again I will write faith based posts. For a long time, I avoided such public proclamations of my faith, not because I was ashamed or embarrassed, but because I never felt knowledgeable enough to join that conversation - others are much more…Read more No Longer Shamed but Forgiven (my testimony #1)